twirl around the life of 'ME'

like i had expected, the rice, the onions was not even in the pot at all... haha...poor my dear daughter...


nway, today's my hubby's birthday.. up until his birthday i'm still unable to find him a present...so i just wish him happy birthday and may he be in good health...


but at the last minute

today is already thursday. i realize that since from the beginning of the week, after i got back from work, i'll end up sleeping in front of the tv. i felt so sluggish...


am sure this is because last week, i stressed my own eyes by watching tele late at night and forced myself to do house chores and slept late at night


most people would say

dearest women around the world,

when i post this entry, i have no intention at all to announce publicly what i'm currently dealing with emotionally. this is the only way i wish to express myself . i kept this emotional issue only to myself.no one else.


lately, this few days my emotional well-being is not helping me to go through a rough path in life. anything i do, everything just went wrong. and it makes me sad really when my only daughter become the victim of my madness. don't take it seriously, i did not hurt her at all. i just shout at her, scream at her...